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| Blooming Azalea plant in our backyard that Mark gave me 25 years ago! : )) |
"I was going to post about our apartment and city life today, but I
just realized that one week ago today Hannah was heading into
surgery……CRAZY~
It is amazing to me how far we have come in just a week! Although, I
guess I should not be surprised or amazed at all because God has
answered our prayers and blessed us more exceedingly and more
abundantly than I EVER imagined! I am just amazed when I look at Hannah
and see how far we have come since first seeing her after surgery on
the ventilator and not moving. Here she is now, dancing and laughing
and singing with Dora on TV! I did take pictures after surgery, but
obviously I am not going to post them, but needless to say…..they are
not pleasant pictures but I wanted to “remember” and “see” just how far
the Lord brought us. I finally was “allowed” to take a picture of her
scar yesterday. She has refused to let me prior to yesterday. But as
soon as I took the picture she told me “all done.” The physical scar
has bothered her more than I ever dreamed! I know she is in pain still
too, but mentally, it is just as difficult! Bath-time has been a very
different story than usual! She usually loves getting a bath, not now!
She doesn’t want me to take her shirt off and as soon as we get out of
the tub, she is grabbing her pajama top to put on! I never dreamed that
would be an issue, but she is much more aware and cognitive than she
was 5 years ago. My prayer is now that she won’t remember and of course
I am already praying that the 30-40% chance of another open-heart
surgery down the road decreases to 0% chance! I certainly don’t want
her to have to endure another one…..three is enough, don’t you think?
I have been blessed again today with a sweet visit from a new friend
here in [B'ham] named Christa! She brought us what looks to be a
delicious meal for dinner along with garlic bread, brownies and
cookies! These people here know how to fatten a person up! HA! What a
sweet blessing she was to me this morning, even staying awhile and
chatting! I truly have met the sweetest people here that are willing to
stop their lives to bless mine! So thankful for people who reach out
to others going through a difficult time. Made me think maybe when I
get home it is time to start some kind-of church ministry to help those
that feel alone and are either homebound or away from friends and family
for any reason!
I will say it is very difficult being the “receiver” of gifts…….you
have to swallow a little pride and let people help…..that has never been
easy for me. It is that Type A personality again…..the “I can do it
myself” attitude. I would never make a good boss or employer. I cannot
delegate! I just tend to do everything myself, without ever asking for
help because it is “easier.” So, for all of those that have helped,
thank you from the bottom of my heart.
I also received a phone call from an old friend last night who lives
in Birmingham. I had already turned my phone off last night when he
called so I am going to call him back tonight. He, his wife and kids
live like 2 minutes away from UAB, so I am hoping to catch up with them
at some point. He and his oldest son have just gotten back from a
mission trip and he was touching base to see if I needed anything.
Again, just another blessing from God!
Now a very specific prayer request, but not for us……..
Several posts back, I talked about my friend Angie……if I knew how to
put a link to that specific post, I would but I am clueless how to do
anything on here…..it was a post prior to us coming here for surgery.
Sorry, I am not computer savvy! Anyway, my sweet friend Angie has been
battling cancer for 3 1/2 years and just found out that the new and
really last possible chemo isn’t doing its job. She is 40 years old
with a wonderful family including 3 children and a husband. She is a
school teacher, a faithful child of the King and overall the sweetest,
kindest, most generous person I know. The doctors have not given much
hope of recovery at this point, but we KNOW the great Physician and I am
asking you to bombard Heaven on Angie Murray’s behalf and pray for a
healing miracle for her. I am bombarding Heaven continually, every
time I think of her, which happens to be VERY OFTEN on a daily basis.
Please, please, please add her to your daily prayer list, your churches
prayer list, tell your praying friends……let’s pray for a miracle for her
and her family! I know she would be grateful to have all the prayers
she can possibly have. I also know that she wants God’s will to be
done…..just like we prayed for Hannah; pray for God’s will for her life
and the life of her family. I can’t even type this without tears
falling down my face. I cannot imagine what she is going through
mentally, emotionally, physically or spiritually. I know she prays, not
her will, but God’s, but sometimes that is truly a very difficult thing
to pray. We are human, we want to live our life to the fullest, watch
our children grow, grow old with our spouse, live a life a happiness and
contentment…..but, sometimes, and we don’t understand why, God chooses
something different for us. I certainly wouldn’t “have raised my hand”
and said, “oooooo pick me, pick me” for this journey we have taken with
Hannah, but it was God who picked me……so you accept it, you go with it
and you make the most of it…..not a journey anyone would choose. Just
like with Angie……she would never have said…..”oooooo I want cancer,” but
God chose her because He knew she would reflect His goodness, His
faithfulness, His love and she would be a testimony of His grace, mercy
and strength! She has done all of that and I am so very proud of her.
She needs our prayers more than ever NOW! Please bombard Heaven with me
on her behalf!
Thank you for continuing to stick with us and pray for us as we
continue this journey! I am so ready to be home…..in my bed, with my
sheets, with everything neat and orderly (living out of a suitcase is
not for me)…..I am also ready for a shower in my shower…..long story and
I will explain that one in the next post…..quite funny…..well for those
that aren’t living it! HA!"